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Alone again

Should I start a new life again? I'm tired of hoping. All my dreams all fail. I dont know what gonno do in my life. My love ignore too much. Yes. I hate feeling alone. 2020 another broken year. Dreams. Money. Love. All gone. They dont deserve me. Right now, I hope to going far away. Far from my family, far from my friends and far far away from the person I love the most. 

Alone

I hate be alone. I dont like people control me And I dont like control people I dont like people who advise nice thing and end up they do that also I want someone that always hear me. I want to be surrounded by nice people. I hate actually people talk about their love. I like people who always story about their problems, routine and experience. Not their feeling. Because the feeling I can see by myown eye through their face, eyes and action. I like surround by people who are productive. It make me happy. I want someone start first because I scared of trying. I hate new road because its hard to remember. I hate people use me for their benefit. To me its very rude and bullshit. People hard to understand me because I not allow them to understand me. I try to be positive toward others but I feel like pretending to be angels. I became jeleous/angry/mad when someone get/have the thing I want the most. I hate being compared. I love to dreams. But people dont believe me. I k...