Alone

I hate be alone.
I dont like people control me
And I dont like control people
I dont like people who advise nice thing and end up they do that also
I want someone that always hear me.
I want to be surrounded by nice people.
I hate actually people talk about their love.
I like people who always story about their problems, routine and experience. Not their feeling.
Because the feeling I can see by myown eye through their face, eyes and action.
I like surround by people who are productive.
It make me happy.
I want someone start first because I scared of trying.
I hate new road because its hard to remember.
I hate people use me for their benefit.
To me its very rude and bullshit.
People hard to understand me because I not allow them to understand me.
I try to be positive toward others but I feel like pretending to be angels.
I became jeleous/angry/mad when someone get/have the thing I want the most.
I hate being compared.
I love to dreams. But people dont believe me. I know it.
When I feeling low. No people that I need the most  be by my side. Always be unexpected person come.
I hate people praise. Because its look fake.
Its like when I worthy they come.
And when I in trouble they leave me.
Friends for benefit. Please go to hell!
I like be a friend for no reasons.
Be love for no reasons.
Its more precious.
I hate people who are jealous of me. Because I have nothing.
I hate people treat others people bad.
I will think are they try to bully someone?
Its jerk men!
I can control either I can be bully by someone or not.
I hate to do bad thing to others.
But sometime I have to.
If you have a secret that you dont want me (only me) to know. Its okey.
But I will become prejudice towards you and I dont trust you anymore.
And will become your fake friends.
And in the future please dont find me went you in trouble.
I love to make friends. So I will take care so much. But if something wrong happen I will distance myself from them.
Went I have problems I dont want people to know. Its okey only me and my Lord know.